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01月

welcome to my year of media. january was a highly multi-format month - although i did not get to check out quite as much as i was originally planning due to the very short notice surgery trip.

Anthony Bourdain: No Reservations (S01)

date:

01月(started 2025年)

format:

tv

watching with nu beginnings. delightful show, not the presentation i was expecting. tonight as i watch he is getting mad about fries he just loves so much.

Tongue Relaxer - Valentine

date:

01月01日

format:

album

nu beginnings music night. maybe i need to listen to more trans folk rock.

Keep Your Hands Off Eizouken

date:

01月01日 (started 2025年)

format:

anime

a rewatch. i started it last year but watched the final arc today. it's such a treat of an anime. it is so accurate to the feeling of a collaborative creative project. i want to pick up the latest volumes of the manga soon.

Jorge Luis Borges - Brodie's Report

date:

01月01日

format:

book

'His End and His Beginning' is a favourite so far, need to revisit. less interested in his works in this volume with their focus on morality rather than metaphysics, i fear it places this era of Borges' old man attitudes on full display, but i hold out hope for later stories.

date:

01月03日

i have just read 'The Duel', damn.

date:

01月05日

i've finished the book. 'The Gospel According to Mark' and 'Brodie's Report' are both solid stories from Borges, but still the focus on morality just does not land with me the same as his works with a focus on metaphysics do.

Spooky's Jumpscare Mansion: HD Renovation

date:

01月 (started 2025年12月)

format:

game

i think Spooky is gay.

Bocchi the Rock

date:

01月02日

format:

anime

rewatching. a nice follow-up to Keep Your Hands Off Eizouken with its similar appreciation for art and the specifics of a medium. interesting to revisit now that my anxiety is largely gone; when i had watched originally i was maybe struggling the worst i had ever been with anxiety in some regards, these days the character of Bocchi is less relatable - but remains compelling.

Frownland

date:

01月02日

format:

movie

nu beginnings movie night. really relentless. enamoured by the focus on constantly shifting facial expressions and how not a single character hears anything any other character says. maybe the best representation of hyperacusis and autistic overstimulation i've seen in media.

blank banshee - blank banshee 0 (visualiser)

date:

01月02日

format:

album visualiser

wasn't aware this existed! extended cut of some songs too.

AVGN

date:

01月 (started 2025年10月)

format:

youtube

rewatch with nu beginnings. tonight, the moonwalker episode was a delight. i want to see james rolfe star in a mumblecore flick.

Stice's Satyricon

date:

01月03日

format:

movie

made me think of a lot of stuff that's been in gallery shows i've been in over the past few years. overall, not really my thing BUT two of the tracks (and one of their videos) were really really good.

Naissance

date:

01月04日

format:

game

i can see why people love this game so much, but it's VERY 2011 first person puzzle platformer. visually quite nice, but so many of the puzzles are just so so so tedious, especially the amount that require waiting for slow platform alignments and making really janky jumps.

Angeline Era

date:

01月05日

format:

game

finally got around to starting it - i'm feeling really insane/depressed today so i very much had to force myself to play - especially since i don't want to disrespect the game.

it's really really good. Analgesic Productions and Melos Han-Tani really kicked it out of the park with this one. love the setting, the gameplay is really satisfying and the map is SO much fun to explore. the Era/Eire pun is cute too.

pizza_ya_san1.bsp

date:

01月05日

format:

game (sven co-op map)

played with nu beginnings. so cutesy with the artstyle. we played with game audio muted while listening to dub and vaporwave and it was a nice experience. the cheese maze jump puzzles were annoying and the enemies had way oversized health pools (as to be expected of a sven map). i liked it a lot. i need to investigate more post-2chan artwork.

Anthony Bourdain: In Beirut

date:

01月05日

format:

tv (documentary)

really grounded and tense look at war in Beirut. awful to think it's been nearly 20 years since this episode was filmed and Lebanon is still forced to suffer under the boot of imperialism.

pizza_ya_san2.bsp

date:

01月06日

format:

game (sven co-op map)

fun part two. the grappling hook was annoying

Signal-Lead (Milosoft Season of Light)

date:

01月07日

format:

game

third installment in fen's 'Season of Light' series of releases. i fell behind on releases late last year due to failing mental health. so so so so so excellent. always blown away by fen's use of dimly lit scenes in video games.

surprise start of year surgery

date:

01月11日 - 01月17日

format:

trip

an interesting time, the culmination of one of the most stressful weeks of my life. the surgery was a success and my quality of life is already drastically improved. i'm logging this here as it significantly impacted my ability to check out new media + it being a total surprise meant i had little time to check. i played a lot of Angeline Era on my steamdeck (so glad i decided to bring it) and i watched Bocchi the Rock and a lot of AGDQ. the Twilight Princess speedrun was a real treat. my roaming allowance started to run out by the third day or so, and as such i was pretty limited in being able to find new music or videos to watch.

The Barbican: Dirty Looks

date:

01月16日

format:

gallery show

first off, i really love the Barbican, such a treat to get to explore it twice this trip. however, i cannot say the same for the gallery install we went to see while there.

Dirty Looks aimed to explore fashion that subverted the perfectionism and cleanliness of fashion, however it was hands down one of the stuffiest gallery shows i have ever been to. the tone was set the second we walked in the door to find a biography that (out liberal arts obligation) had a brief mention of 'decolonialism', only to immediately then describe the pair of boots that belonged to the queen sitting right next to it. beyond that, i do not think the gallery space in the Barbican is very good - all the exhibits were tucked away into little cubicle offshoot rooms; it felt like it was more suited to a natural history musuem install about dinosaurs. they had also tried to subvert the white box in making stress and stain marks on the walls, but it just looked cheap. the pieces themselves were lacking critical self awareness, rambling on about "empowerment" while all the mannequins were paper thin - and with only featuring one designer from the neo-colonial world (despite endless ramblings and allyship awareness trips to the neo-colonial world).

Skyward Sword

date:

01月21日

format:

game

picked up the game again (had to get a new charger for my switch dock!). current progress is the first dungeon clear and i have started to explore Eldin.

date:

01月31日

i have been playing pretty consitently over the last week, and all i can really say is - what a treat. such a fun game, really seems to build a lot on Twilight Princess. i made it past the part that i got stuck on as a child, and the mid-game is such a treat.

aya - hexed!

date:

01月22日

format:

album

one of the most intense albums i have heard. excellent.

Creeper World III: Arc Eternal

date:

01月22日

format:

game

a cute little game to revisit. i forgot how moody the story was.

Forever Sunset (Milosoft Season of Light)

date:

01月23日

format:

game

fourth of the Season of Light. very charming, serene, unsure if i made it to the end.

Aerial (Milosoft Season of Light)

date:

01月23日

format:

game

another short one. so so good feeling. should revisit.

Sail (Milosoft Season of Light)

date:

01月23日

format:

game

the most blinding game i have ever played. i am unsure if the gameplay was even visible or if my soul was captured and interfaced directly with the game engine. what a time.

Cuttlebone 3pt (Milosoft Season of Light)

date:

01月23日

format:

game

playing warioware in a clean room. delightful. maybe my favourite so far.

Di Gi Charat

date:

01月23日

format:

anime

nyo.

Amélie

date:

01月24日

format:

movie

such a cute movie, really nice cinematography. it was very much a girls' night movie.

Cynthoni - LAMENTING MALICE

date:

01月24日

format:

album

first time listening to Cynthoni. i was never interested in anything released as Sewerslvt, but this record feels fresh, exhilerating and deeply oppressive.

Vladimir Nabokov - Pale Fire

date:

01月25日

format:

book

Harry Potter & The Shoot-Down Order Over Phoenix

date:

01月26日

format:

video

sent to me regarding the topic of england. deeply nihilistic. i need to further explore machinima, this made me realise it is the closest visual relative to plunderphonics. everything is plundered.

angeltabris: stretch the night @ Daylight

date:

01月30日

format:

gig

hands down the most incredible show i have ever been to. angel may be the greatest dj alive, and people are starting to realise it.

Picross 3D: Round 2

date:

01月31日

format:

game

this game has already seriously hampered my productivity. so fun to play in bed. i forgot how perfect the 3DS is for taking on a trip.

02月

february was a very gaming oriented month, including a host of delightful singleplayer games in addition to the long overdue reintroduction of multiplayer games in my life. my utmost recommendations to drag your friends together to play free, weird multiplayer games. i was hoping to get around to more movies this month, but i'll just have to make up for it later!

this month also featured my band Pronoun Circle's second gig. it was such a delight to play with Girls Rituals & Lainxoxo.

i continued to chip away at both Angeline Era and Skyward Sword - both phenomenal adventure games.

Cortisa Star @ The Sound House

date:

02月04日

format:

gig

Cortisa Star is an incredibly exciting name in music currently and i'm a huge fan of her work - however i found this show to be a let down. her setlist was unusual (choosing to feature the same track twice!), very few of her songs seem to break the two-minute mark, the crowd was insufferable - made worse and encouraged by the stage banter, and the real energy killer for me was how little of the lyrics were performed live! despite this i remain excited to see how her music develops.

The Grand Budapest Hotel

date:

02月06日

format:

movie

motivated to watch this after a vivid dream of being a hotel concierge - a fun alignment with the movie's own intense dreamlike feel.

Oneohtrix Point Never - Tranquilizer

date:

02月07日

format:

album visualiser.

an album that didn't leave a strong impression on me upon first listen, but has very much grown on me since. the falling sand visualiser is so inspired. OPN retreads past sonic ground, however the intense depression that undercuts his discography seems reframed through the eyes of someone who is doing better; Tranquilizer captures the melancholy of getting through depression.

Crypt Underworld: The End of History

date:

02月08日

format:

game

excellent hostility to the player. the opening descent from above; a game that evokes the same profundity as Extreme Evolution: Drive to Divinity. i did not get to play for very long but i hope to revisit in coming months to finish the game.

OpenRA (Red Alert)

date:

02月11日

format:

game

a really nice thing to revisit with friends for gamenight. it feels very primitive as far as RTS games go, but the simplicity makes it a really solid choice for newcomers. i do wish the way production queues was overhauled, as it stands, building more facilities feels pointless beyond having a backup of select buildings.

SM64 Co-op DX

date:

02月11日

format:

game

such a fun way to revisit the game. we beat 70 star as a group. i'd love to revisit bingo again, ideally without lockout next time.

Rune Factory 4 special

date:

02月11日

format:

game

playing with an "everyone is bi" mod. i like being a princess. i really wanted to get into the series before, but Rune Factory 5's swap to full 3D just did not feel fun to play. very happy to revisit this properly on steamdeck with the ability to be lesbian.

a selection of A. G. Cook's music videos

date:

02月12日

format:

music video

realising just how much influence growing up listening to PC Music has had on my design sensibilities. i really need to get back into using processing for visarts.

Idyll and Silver Thread Golden Needle have some of the most beautiful use of gradients i've ever seen. the music was so good tonight that i had to clean eyebrow smudges off my glasses 4 different times because i was furrowing my brow so hard.

A. G. Cook - 7g

date:

02月13日

format:

album

such an incredible record. blown away from start to finish. deconstruct it all.

Girls Rituals, Lainxoxo, Pronoun Circle @ The Grand Social

date:

02月14日

format:

gig

live music heals.

photo: Molly Phenom

Ribbit King

date:

02月18日

format:

game

an excellent party game, although i wish some of the maps were better - hypnotron is kind of miserable with all the void-outs and lack of stage hazards to trigger chain reactions.

Portal: RTX

date:

02月21日

format:

game

playing with ray-tracing while using a 4:3 aspect ratio is an insane experience. annoying to setup but worth it immensely for how filmic the experience becomes. it's unfortunate about the framerates with rtx, however this is one of the few implementations of the technology that i actually find visually compelling.

Portal 2

date:

02月22日

format:

game

GLaDOS hello diva~~~. i think the updated look of Aperture Science lacks the kind of coporate charm of the original game, but still a gorgeous looking game.

By Storm - My Ghosts Go Ghost

date:

02月23日

format:

album

truly an audiofuckers delight. what a treat.

Soy Cuba

date:

02月24日

format:

movie

incredible. unbelievable cinematography, excellent acting, just hands down fantastic. constant dizzying tactility. deeply human. a must watch - made even better when going into it with familiarity of Guevara's writings.

Fidel cleaning his rifle immediately after it's thrown on the ground is an excellent detail.

long live the Cuban revolution.

SM64: A New Journey

date:

02月26日

format:

game (romhack)

played in sm64 coop. really excellent level design, lots of fun to move through and doesn't overstay it's welcome. has some trickier jumps than i'd expect for an easy hack, but nothing insurmountable. good difficulty level overall. i'm feeling like the controls for sm64 are starting to click for me. definitely excited to play more romhacks.

after a second session to finish up the last level and the bowser fight i can say that i really enjoyed this hack. the difficulty curve is nice, but i do think some of the jumps in the final bowser stage are really unforgiving for new players - especially since it takes design cues from the vanilla bowser stages, but without the stacked vertical layout to save the player falling out of the level when missing a tricky jump. that said, i feel after a patience testing hour, i am now a substantially better sm64 player.

03月

as winter finally loosens its grasp on this island, i had another gaming oriented month. this time i was largely wrapped up in some graphic design client work, which left me short of time and energy to explore as much as i had hoped. slow progress on Angeline Era and Skyward Sword continued, with me reaching the final stretch of the latter.

work on music has also continued in full swing. there should be some exciting releases & performances in the future.

Hood (Milosoft Season of Light)

date:

03月02日

format:

game

fen's deeprooted appreciation of the subtleties of design continue to lead to excellent games. a very frigid vignette. the objects seem lonely.

VHS MIDNIGHT STYLE - life's a zoo

date:

03月03日

format:

album

incredibly easy listening, so so so smooth.

Sideshow - TIGRAY FUNK

date:

03月03日

format:

album

Jerobeam Fenderson - N-Spheres

date:

03月04日

format:

album visualiser

incredible. truly special. excited for my copy of the floppy disk to arrive.

Carmen Sicard - Pastoral: Episode 1 [pawns and horses]

date:

03月05日

format:

video

after stumbling into her illustrations on tumblr i was super excited to learn of the release of this animated series. really compelling dreamscape media.

Blood Sugar

date:

03月05日

format:

video

a solid time. weird to see something going filmic 4:3 with very post-smosh cinematography.

Please Clap Productions - The Kirking

date:

03月05日

format:

video

another victim of attempting to do political satire with no solid political framework to inform it. an interesting testament to just how beloathed Kirk was across the political spectrum.

Problem Attic

date:

03月06日

format:

i need to finish this game still, but so far an incredibly poignant obscuritanist platformer.

Super Mario Fallen Stars

date:

03月07日

format:

game (romhack)

Swans - To Be Kind

date:

03月07日

format:

album

Limmy's Show S1

date:

03月07日

format:

tv show

despite being a long time fan of the show, i had never seen the pilot! maybe the most excellent comedy tv going. ultra-refined. his web dev sensabilities really shine through.

really drills into the absurdities of obsessive thought & fear of death. incredibly nihilistic.

Fuck Money, Make Bitches - Fuck Money, Make Bitches

date:

03月11日

format:

album

squeaker punk.

christtt - A.D.

date:

03月11日

format:

album

whilst newsworms has been one of my favourite songs ever for quite sometime, i have largely slept on this album. next generation. i need more music that threads the line between vaporwave and dub.

Cirno! Lifts a Boulder

date:

03月12日

format:

cute. i'm not sure i'm all too fond of collectathons. i spent the entire game wishing the moveset included some kind of long jump or forwards dash.

Kirby: Planet Robobot

date:

03月12日

format:

game

picked up my save file from last year again just to have a quick game to play as a break from work because Picross 3D Round 2 required too much of the same kind of focus as typography.

Lucid Blocks

date:

03月13日

format:

game

i have been excited for this game for a while now and have been intentionally avoiding the dev log videos. so far, excellent. it has been so much fun watching my friend group all pick up the game and have very different experiences with it. i wish the game had more emergent systems as i feel that whilst the exploration is excellent, there is not much reason to build. the dream would be the emergence of a technical/farming lucid blocks scene to emerge akin to that of Minecraft's.

Tower Wizard

date:

03月14日

format:

game

an incredibly whatever game - maybe the doomed faith of all incremental games. lacking in a diversity of systems or any real prestige mechanics.

Radirgy SWAG

date:

03月14日

format:

game

so excited to see RS34 games getting pc ports with localisation. Radirgy (and its sibling series Illmatic Envelope & Karous) are hands down some of the most stylish games in existence, maybe the pinnacle of denpa media.

Moemon Platinum

date:

03月14日

format:

game (romhack)

i have never played pokémon platinum before (i will always be a gen5 girl) so checking this out has been super exciting. originally started playing with an older version of moemon but managed to do save file surgery to swap to the newer vanilla+ version of the hack. currently still weighing up which version i prefer, the QoL features + expanded roster is welcome (especially for my goal of building the most denpa team i can), but i feel the newer art lacks some of the charm the original had. the original moemon sprites felt very animist demiurge, whereas the new ones feel like the fae.

Song of Memories

date:

03月17日

format:

game

bought this from the local CEX out of pity, i couldn't bear to watch it's price just drop even lower after remaining unsold for months. my first time ever playing a ps4 game. it sucks.

Limmy's Show S2

date:

03月17日

format:

tv

Spore

date:

03月19日

format:

game

created a solar demiurge to celebrate the much-needed improvement in weather. incredibly charming game, but we did not play enough for the pacing to completely tank. the microbe era is still the most fun part.

Ba.Ku. HORDE III

date:

03月20日

format:

film

i was fortunate enough to catch a screening of this. big fan of the dedication to one specific feature of skating.

MIKE, Tony Seltzer - Pinball

date:

03月23日

format:

album

Star Road

date:

03月23日

format:

game (romhack)

played in SM64 co-op. one of the most solid romhacks i have played and has absolutely earned the praise and status it holds.

Replicube

date:

03月23日

format:

game

i have not checked out much of this yet, but picked it up to brush up on my (significantly atrophied) programming skills.

★ sangwicHD ★

date:

03月29日

format:

video

stumbled into this with my bestie, it ended up being one of my favourite things i have watched in recency.

04月

if last month was a gaming heavy month, this one has been dominated by film. getting to catch two days of TITE this year was a blessing.

SCP Wiki: 8,000 Dead Rats

date:

04月01日

format:

short fiction

it's been a long time since i have kept up with the SCP Wiki, so i decided to do a late night scroll to kick off the month. i was fortunate to stumble into the 8,000 Dead Rats hub almost immediately. i am a huge fan of the speculative future & extremely dry, bureaucratic take on fantasy. fascinating to see a canon where The Foundation is really only a footnote. the use of different GoI formatting & small typeset inserts lend so much to an already incredible narrative.

special feature: SCP shortlist

SCP-2264

i have such a soft spot for any pocket-dimension SCPs, to find one that so closely integrates alchemy is a treat.

終-Y-1789 "Trees of Liberty" Sales Catalog

my introduction to JOICL (which lead me to finding 8,000 dead rats). having read a lot of Druv'tuul pieces over this month, this is by far my favourite. i am a sucker for political narratives.

Critter Profile: Diomedes

just a nice little article.

Fallen London

date:

04月07日

format:

game

while in the mood for some text based web scrolling, i decided to also check out Fallen London. interesting to revisit this older school of 'live service' game design all these years later as well as being an interesting relic of pre-brexit culture where England was still considered cool. a charming game that has succeeded in getting its hooks in me.

GeoGuessr

date:

04月08日

format:

game

i decided to return to GeoGuessr this month after quite a hiatus. i am quite surprised by how much of the skills i've maintained over a year of not playing. i've really been enjoying the team duels & the new "turbo" duels - where players go head to head without the ability to move & only 30 seconds to guess. my username is new-holocene on there if you would like to compete in the daily challenges against me.

HufflePuff

date:

04月12日

format:

short film

my favourite sketch i have seen recently. extremely, overwhelmingly, information dense. very excited to see what burnermunde get up to.

The Physics of Dub Techno

date:

04月日

format:

video

Bahadırhan Koçer presents one of the sleekest YouTube videos i have ever seen. informative, beginner friendly & beautiful.

TITE 2026

date:

04月18日 - 04月19日

format:

film festival

huge commendations to the TITE team for putting on an incredible film festival. having been through a rough year, TITE presented a much-needed retreat. it was so lovely to catch up with all the film-makers & it even has a nicely designed programme booklet ;)

the following entries in the media diary mark the movies i was lucky enough to catch.

Three Act Structure

date:

04月18日

format:

short film

Outerlands

date:

04月18日

format:

film

what a gut-punch. incredible movie & much needed representation of that when you live as trans, you still have to deal with everything else life throws at you. incredibly human, empathetic & caring while also delivering a solidly feel-bad story.

it's nice and calm here for sure. there's so much i wish i could've done, but now all i can do is this :(

date:

04月18日

format:

short film

one of the standouts of the festival for me. incredibly bittersweet with an excellent presentation. very excited to read the creator's zines.

Castration Movie Chapter iii. Junior Ghosts - Premorphic Drift; a fragmentary passage

date:

04月18日

format:

film

whilst only being a 'fragmentary passage' of pt3, Junior Ghosts - Premorphic Drift is in my eyes the strongest entry to the anthology so far. laser focused, deeply cutting & relentless; Weard forgoes the messier improv nature of pt2 (which was to pt2's detriment) in favour of extremely tight scripting. a treat to see in cinema. incredibly excited to see the rest of pt3.

cortisol_inside cortisol_explosion excessive_cortisol cortisol_everywhere

date:

04月18日

format:

music video

Divine Hammer

date:

04月18日

format:

film

my favourite film from TITE. a total subversion of expectations, so much so that it has left me needing to implement a spoiler feature for this page. if you were to watch one film from this line-up, make it Divine Hammer (& do yourself a favour and go in blind).

after a day of feel-bad programming on behalf of TITE & my general tendency to be squeamish, i was initially going to skip Divine Hammer and get some much needed rest - but i am so so glad i stuck to James from TITE's recommendation to catch this film. after an intense opening detailing a discord server of gore enthusiasts culminating in two women meeting with the plans to film one of themselves killing the other - the M. Sisters throw a total left-hook as the movie spins off into a heart-warming tale about the joy of DIY filmmaking with your friends. an invigorating flick that has left me feeling so encouraged to pick up a camera and try make films myself.

RAT+CAMMIE=FOREVER

date:

04月19日

format:

short film

Time Capsule

date:

04月19日

format:

short film

brilliantly occupies the space between extremely funny & deeply touching.

giiwe πρό bizhiw / bizhiw πρό giiwe

date:

04月19日

format:

short film

Unhappy Sexy Girl

date:

04月19日

format:

short film

one of the most vulnerable pieces of cinema i have ever seen.

Trans American

date:

04月19日

format:

beautiful avant-garde filmmaking with a weak framing. gorgeous lightpainting & digicam artefact goodness, a treat to watch on the big screen.

Emile is Missing

date:

04月19日

format:

short film

another standout from the festival for me. great narrative & exploration of the constant surveillance that trans women are under. incredible use of the YouTube documentarian style for narrative purpose.

How to Mosh

date:

04月19日

format:

short film

Christ Complex

date:

04月19日

format:

short film

through both Time Capsule & Christ Complex, Constanze Brodbeck stood out to me in the festivals lineup. post-ytp trans vernacular cinema at its best.

Blair's Craft Projects

date:

04月19日

format:

short film

Vollúpya

date:

04月19日

format:

short film

incredible framing for what is ultimately a compilation of archival footage. beautiful, touching & bittersweet. made me tear up in the cinema.

Yeah No Yeah

date:

04月19日

format:

short film

Puppygirl

date:

04月19日

format:

film

what a blast. a delight to catch in cinema w/ such a great crowd. this movie feels like an extended psycho-sexual game of chess between Milo Talwani, Henry Hanson & the audience. extremely excited for what this duo have coming in the future.

breaka - Aeoui LP

date:

04月20日

format:

album

intensely playful EDM. Roundhouse has been stuck in my head ever since listening.

PRADAFURSUIT Gets Kidnapped for Committing One Too Many Social Faux Pas!!

date:

04月21日

format:

set visualiser

Síoda - :.//

date:

04月21日

format:

mixtape visualiser

super fun. excellent sound design. some of the tracks skew too US-EDM for my tastes, but i am incredibly excited to hear more music from Síoda.

W*NKER

date:

04月23日

format:

short film

burnermunde continue to impress. a fever dream. in a similar lineage to 'Harry Potter and the Shoot Down Order Over Phoenix'; nobody hears a single thing anyone else says. incredible ambient score & the sequence detailing the punch astounded me.

beg

date:

04月23日

format:

short film

whilst not as much of a hard hitter as HufflePuff & W*NKER, burnermunde create another compelling vignette of the horrors of british mundanity.

Terraria w/ Gensokyo

date:

04月24日

format:

game (modded)

i'm unsure what kind of fae mood came over me that motivated me to pick up Terraria again, but it has been a real treat. on a whim i decided i wanted to play exactly one content mod (a playstyle that is far too slept on in the age of sprawling modpacks) and gave Gensokyo a shot. the combination of Terraria and Touhou is a no-brainer, the new bullet-hell boss fights against Gensokyo's residents are a perfect fit for Terraria. very excited to play more of this, i just need to remember Terraria's early-midgame item progression after all these years.

Carmen Sicard - Pastoral Ep 2, 3 & 4

date:

04月30日

format:

video

Carmen Sicard continues to impress with her great web series Pastoral. fantastic dreamscapes which have already infiltrated my subconscious to the point that they are influencing my own dreams.

Good Girl with a Gun

date:

04月24日

format:

video

raw, excessive, exciting transsexual power fantasy.

Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream

date:

04月30日

format:

game

having been a long time fan of Tomodachi Life on the 3DS - but not wanting to replay it given it's comp-het design - i was overjoyed to see this get released. great mii editor, wonderful mechanics & killer charm; having feared a New Leaf treatment of the Tomodachi franchise, it's a relief to see this game is a substantial improvement over its predecessors.

05月

an extremely busy month for music. very exciting shows played alongside laying the groundwork for shows to come. this month i didn't get to check out quite as much as i would have liked - but maybe the nature of life ensures that will always be the case.

photo: magz.tif

Julia Louise Knifefist, Glocktaeu Twins, Acid Granny & Pronoun Circle @ The Tunnel

date:

05月日

format:

gig

what a fun start to the month. such an honour to get to play at the tunnel. huge energy, glad to have left the pit absolutely covered in bruises.

Limmy Show S3

date:

05月02日

format:

TV

really some of the most excellent television ever made. Limmy's Show Live still remains my favourite episode in the series.

Nirvana The Band The Show S1

date:

05月07日

format:

TV

i am finally understanding what it means to be a fujoshi.

Etho Plays Minecraft S2

date:

05月12日

format:

video series

i have been watching through this series either with breakfast or as a last thing to unwind before bed. Etho really struck on the form early and everyone has been playing catch up since. an extremely calm, thoughtful and well-made series - he really succeeds in showcasing the emergent mechanics of the game. Etho's building style has always been one of my favourites in the game, and it's super nice to watch him develop it over the course of the series.

Tohotopia

date:

05月14日

format:

game

having staved off the awful compulsion to play a 4x game (a strange compulsion given my usual lack of care for the genre) for a few months i was quite excited to give Tohotopia a go upon release. really cute! quite accessible altough in need of some polish - the UI particularly has a number of quirks that need refinement. i hope i can get some friends together for a multiplayer game soon.

Valkyrie Saga

date:

05月17日

format:

game

when i wrote previously i wished Cirno! Lifts a Boulder had a forward dash, it turns out i was just waiting to play Valkyrie Saga unbeknownst to me. a really great 3D platformer with super satisfying movement. a slow start, but after collecting a few crystals i began chaining dashes across the whole map. excited to see the upcoming update.

Katamari Damacy: Reroll

date:

05月22日

format:

game

so fucking stylish!!! it's hard to figure out what to even say about this game that hasn't been said ad-nauseum - but it is a game absolutely deserving of the high praise it gets.

Fez

date:

05月22日

format:

game

started and played briefly. i may revisit this properly this year, however i may have had my fill of playthroughs of Fez. despite this, it remains as one of the most gorgeous games made.

Gabby Start, Fi-Nite Radio, 2manycolours, Burlesque Show, innerwolfies, Lego Indiana Jones & Pronoun Circle @ The Sound House

date:

05月26日

format:

gig

incredible show & great performances by all. on a personal note, i really feel like i am coming into myself as a performer - and this show feels like a milestone in that.

photo: Jayde Dunphy

Rhythm Heaven

date:

05月27日

format:

game

while hanging out in Dublin with a dear friend following the show, i had some time to kill and my DSi to hand. Rhythm Heaven was always a childhood favourite of mine, but being a lanky kid with hand eye coordination issues meant i was playing on hardmode; revisiting it now, especially with a background in music has made it much much much more approachable.

such a fun & novel presentation for a rhythm game, just crammed full of so much charm. i do wish the chances to go for perfect clears weren't so limited.

also once again reaffirmed that the DSi/3DS are the peak of handbag game consoles.

Backrooms

date:

05月29日

format:

Movie

what a treat to catch in cinema. having been a long-time fan of Kane Pixels' work & his Backrooms series i was equal parts excited & apprehensive when i heard A24 picked him up for a feature length Backrooms flick.

great casting, incredible set design & i loved the psychological focus of the movie. it is nice to see that they really drilled into the human aspect of the backrooms as a space.

Braille's Mute Swan

date:

05月30日

format:

album

extremely smooth dub.

Retro Rewind

date:

05月31日

format:

game (mod)

a recurring entry in this list as i have decided i wish to get decent at competitive mario kart wii. after retro rewinds addition of the new characters and unlockable mii racer outfit 3 at 30k VR, i feel this is my current target. expect updates on my progress from here on out.

current VR: 6493

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